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Name ~ Rusyaidi/Kuraa.
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Friday, February 27, 2009

omg i have to delete or edit all my posts -_- this will take a long long long long long llong long long long long long time!!! if i were to edit. well i'll just delete them. -_- but will be so little posts on my blog *sighs*


wah my windows live went berserk last week until now but just now when i tried to log into msn I COULD GO INTO IT! NYAA~ SO HAPPY SIA . SO LONG NEVER HAVE EXTRA FEATURES CUZ USING STUPIT OLD MSN NOW CAN DE WHOOHOO!! :D LOL.


talk abt the days in school ... hmm.. a lot happened. and i just can't recall all of them and a lot of them are just simply interesting. AND I JUST GOT INFORMED THAT THERE WOULD BE A HAIR CHECK ! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK MANNN!! I HATE HAIR CHECKS !! BUT I DUN THINK MY HAIR LONG SO CAN > < HOPEFULLY THE TEACHERS WON'T NOTICE > < *PRAYS HARD* AWW MAN TOO BAD I CAN'T RECALL THE DAYS IN SCHOOL AS TOO MANY STUFF HAPPENED ONLY CAN RECALL WHAT HAPPENED TODAY! AND THIS IS SUCH AN EMBARRASING THING MANN ! DARN. STUPIT JINGHONG GO SMACK THE DUSTER INTO MY FREAKIN WHITE! WHITE! SCHOOL UNIFORM AND THE MARKINGS ARE THERE WTF SIA. WAH CLEAN A LITTLE OSO STILL HAVE THEN SAY WAH USE VANISH POWER O2 O3 O4 O5 O1 -_- LAME. AND NO MUSIC TEST TODAY YEAHS!~~ CUZ THE TEAHCER DUNNO DO WHAT AND FORGOT GOT MUSIC WITH US TODAY LOL!! WAH . YAWN. CT FINISH AND I FAILED MY MT! OMG I WAS THE LOWEST IN CLASS SIA
WAS SO SAD THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MT CLASS.................... *SOBS* I WANT TO PRACTICE MORE !! 1ST TIME FAIL EXAM WAH SIAO ! > < SIGHS. TODAY I WENT TO MACS WITH SYADD AFTER FRIDAY PRAYERS FOR LUNCH AS BELLS, JOANNE , SIHAN, U-M-A, SHERRY AND GOT SOMEMORE IDK WHO FORGOT. WASTED MY MONEY ON A BURGER I LEFT $0 CUZ THE STUPIT MACHINE THAT TOP UP EZLINK CARD USED IT ALL UP q!($&^(*^!%(#^%&#^*&^(*&@^$@*! CURSE YOU STUPIT MACHINE!! !!!. WAH SO ANGRY. THEN GO PLAY BASKETBALL NEAR SIHAN'S HOUSE WITH IRSYAD AND BELLS,SIHAN,ELIZA AND JOANNE. SO TIRING SIA MY LEGS ARE CRAMMED. (CORRECT SPELLING???) ANW. I SUCK AT IT AFTER SO LONG NOT PLAYING IT. SOB. THEN NO MONEY TO BUY WATER I FELT LIKE DYING SIA. THEN JOANNE GO TREAT US SYADD AND ME TO A DRINK OMG SO KIND! LOL..!!!! THX JOANNE ! then after that went home.


for thursday's wushu training it was freakin' intense sia. omg. WE HAD TO LIKE BEND OUR SELVES LIKE THE FENCING POSITION BUT LOWER SIA. SOMEMORE UNTIL LIKE SO LONG ABT 5 MIN SEH !! *&#%*#@) BUT I STILL LOVE WUSHU EVEN THOUGH TEAHCER CHINESE LEARN NEW STYLE THAT DAY !EXCITING!!?@!!@$!@$#@!%$#& XD STILL NOT PERFECTED MY MOVES DARN. AND AT HOME I DID THE SQUAT THINGY FOR LIKE 5 MINS AND MY LEGS WERE LIKE. WTF OMG I DUN WAN SAY. WELL THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY THEN...


AND YEAH I HOPE I DUN GET CAUGHT ON MONDAY FOR MY HAIR > < OKAYS THEN

さよなら. -_- my com lagging.


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 6:56 PM
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Thursday, February 26, 2009

darn i want to post but my brother wants to use the computer. -_- oh well . i guess i'll have to stop. -_- just started seh w-t-f . oh well tml will post and shit




i forgot to bring back my science wb for hmk today and has to hand in by tml !! FUCK!



oh well then thats all for today now i want to sleep Nights!~


さよなら 。


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 9:49 PM
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Friday, February 20, 2009

Oh dear. I accidentially deleted my bs -_- I had to waste so many hours on reviving it again hai yo!! W-T-F seh ...

Today very sian . as usual had classes but today start of CT omg still have the time to play computer shit today already so difficult to do the papers sia. Luckily I had some time to spare myself ..

WAH TODAY HAVE BIG NEWS! AQMAL IS A REAL GAY ! he kept on hugging me and touching my freakin privates wtf sia so disgusting like no shame sia he. everyone see like so .. wtf so embarrasing then he go chase me then kena scolding by mr iliyas HAHA serves you right IDIOTIC pervert! WTF !! Jean said that we were like father and son
-_- if he were my father i'll run away from home a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long TIME AGO!! i mean who would like an idiotic freakin' pervertic FATHER!? WOULD YOU? W-T-F SEH.

I hope he doesn't carry on.. Its freakinn disgusting and omg so embarrasing wah sometimes just feel like hiring a real gay person and rape him then he know how it feels.. How gay of him to do that . WAH better keep that away from my MIND arghh need to focus on CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT CT!!!!!!!! BLAAERGHH!! STRESS HEHE.

Imagine aqmal doing it to a girl wah don't go too much !! > < and IMPORTANT ALSO the SAIF is back in my lovely house of 1f-ians. HE WRECKS HAVOC IN OUR CLASS AND DISTURBS EVERYONE IN HIS PATH all that was actually the opposite of him i was the one who did that to him . hehe. BUT STILL HE IS SUCH A BITCH OMFG NO OFFENSE FOR SAIF BUT HE IS SO.. like gay if he and aqmal were to get together it would be great cute couple chu~~~ LOL But what's wrong with saying good morning to him in the morning?! w-t-f. I said hey saif. then he say "CAN U PLS DUN DSTURB ME? OR ELSE I TELL TEACHER U EVERYTIME DISTURB ME BLA BLA BLA" THEN SAY HE ALREADY TELL TEACHER THEN HE SAY MRS CHAN WANT TO SEE ME -_- BUT MRS CHAN NEVER SEE ME OR CALLED ME OSO IDIOT SAIF! FCKING IDIOT SEH , SO ANNOYING THEN ASK FOR GREEN PEN OR ASK FOR QUESTION OSO LIKE GIRL WAN ROLL ROLL EYES HIS ROLLING OF EYES LIKE A GIRL W-T-F WORST THAN AQMAL AND TELL U WHAT WHEN BOYS FIGHT THEN RECOVER FROM IT AND BECOME FRIENDS THE NEXT DAY . BUT FOR HIM AS A BOY? HE UNTIL NOW STILL MAD AT ME AND DUNNO WHO SAY THAT HE QUARRELLED WITGH NAZIRUL THEN UNTIL NOW HE DON'T TALK TO HIM ALREADY LEH W-T-F THEY WERE LIKE CLASSMATES FROM LAST YEAR HIS HATRED FOR NAZIRUL UNTIL NOW STILL GOING ON W-T-F LATER FOR ME OSO LIKE THAT HAHA . GOOD. IDIOT!!! GRRR..

WAH I WANT TO GO STUDY FOR CTCT > < OH WELL THEN.

さよなら (Sayonara)


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 6:54 PM
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Saturday, February 14, 2009

Kyaa~~ Its been more than a week since I've posted! Can't post due to the rain of hmks!! WAA SIAO ! so many hmk cannot simply finish in 2 days but I'll find a way to finish it between these 2 days!! I'm doing hmk now and I think almost finishing it! YEAYS!~~~ But still have geog. Darn!

Oh yeah. I forgot I went back to school earlier than I expected and it was great to meet my friends again after soo long!! ^^ and surprisingly i had wushu training yeay 1st day of training the CCA was enjoyable but pity it has a chinese teacher wish i could take chinese for 3rd language so that i could understand.. Oh well. Fate is Fate ! It was thursday back then. Had maths lesson and it kinda sucks.. because teacher say i noisy but i just ask syad how to do something what! mrs chan not fair seh. I loved in maths in primary school but now in sec sch like not fun already de cuz mrs chan like don't like people to have discussions !! Make me so embarrased !

On friday then, we had total defence day celebration. There was only lesson for 1 period even though the teacher said 2. But our english teacher didn't come to class so mrs chan came in. Zz.. She talked abt idk what erm.. i forgot what but she talk abt something boring. To my relief we heard the siren so te IPP thingy started everyone become kiasu after the siren went off they run abt like er.. mad people? Lol. I helped with the sealing of the doors . After all that we all sat on the floor fanning ourselves like MAD! It was freeaakin' HOT! Like In an Oven seh! Then suddenly hear smoke then saw the shadows of the smoke outside our window! I thought the smoke could not come in but sadly it did. If it were a real smoke we would be dead but we would be dead as 1 soul since the class motto ? or what idk say one class, one SOUL !! then blabla so if we are supposed to be dead all must be dead ! ^^ Then some of the boys rushed to try to seal the window so that the smoke will not come in again. After all that, I felt tired cuz the day before Eric and I were like talking till midnight . I slept at 12 ++ . So i went to a corner and sat resting I didn't know that i fell asleep But sleep also not comfortable freakin' Hot! Very stuffy somemore. Then idk who wake me up! >:( So nice sleep go wake me up . Then went I was just abt to sleep teh announcement was made that we could go out already. Wah the air was like AIR-CON seh!!! So refreshing ~~~ Then after that need go to the hall talk talk abt dk wad . very sian the talks then got back to class THAT WAS THE TIME THAT I HATE ! mrs chan wanted to talk abt discipline correct spelling anot ? idk . anw I hate it when it comes to discipline all our appearances needed to be like .. Well.. you people should know. She want check socks la, attire la and whatsoever . Then she wan check HAIR! !!!!!! I hate it when teacher wants to check our hair cuz my hair already quite long and i don't want to CUT! !! I hate short hair ! blergh.. But luckily teacher never stress on the boys hair only girls. Phew! so relieved!!!. But she keep on looking at Jean's hair cuz hers is the hair that is abviously not following the rules one. then kena scolding la say girls from next week onwards need to have hairclip . Then Jean the face was like act nice to mrs chan then when mrs chan walked away she rolled her eyes . HAHA. Then after that toturing minutes can go hall for concert. Quite boring la. But still better than listening to mrs chan the topic on discipline. After that go friday prayers and went back home I asked Syadd to help keep my geo worksheet mrs ilyas gave it to me and forgot to ask for my worksheet back darn. Now i'll have to ask for him the worksheet on Monday. Wah I wrote quite long waa I better get on doing my hmk or else i cannot finish !! > <

Oh well then see yous.


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 3:43 PM
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Monday, February 9, 2009

*sighs* Its been almost 2 whole weeks with still chickenpox usually it will recover in just 1 week but due to my age its quite longer... Darn I hate staying at home very SIAN ! I do nothing everyday like an idiot sitting alone staring at all the corners of the house... I thought I could come back to school by today but unfortunately I couldn't.. *CRIES* But I'm relieved to see that some of the pox? are getting smaller and fading away.. But I still have more to go before I have the permission to get back to school and have some time to talk to my friends EYE TO EYE its been boring.. I have not talked to them for some time except for the times when I talk to them at MSN but that's different from real life!

It will take a miracle for me to get back to school by this week and also a miracle for me to get good marks for my common tests which are around the corners! But I'll have some help from my friends I hope.. Now I'm at home doing nothing but just listening to songs loudly to break the silnece as no one's at home.. Homework is only MT as from what I got from the school but I don't really know if i should do homework for other subjects as well.. Form teacher never say so .. Oh well.. I'll be praying Hard to get back to school and get recovered as so to be back in school !

That's all for today then.. Its still in the morning well.. maybe early afternoon and my peers aren't back home from school yet so no one to talk to yet.. YAWN!! I think I'll have a quick rest Bye Now! (:


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 12:18 PM
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Friday, February 6, 2009

I just had bad news =( My parents said that I will only be able to be back in school by next next week which is the start of COMMON TEST!!!! I'm afraid I won't do good in my common test due to the days of not going to school.. *sighs* I wish a miracle could happen and I will recover fast and get back in school with friends.. At home is like ... BORING SHIT! No one to talk to .. But to my relief the sickness is about to disappear and the so called er.. dots?? are smaller than what it used to be! I'm so happy to see it become smaller and some we not visible anymore!! YAY!!

Still there are more of the thingys and they have to disappear for me to be back in school.. And 1F pupils/classmates/friends/peers.. please help me with my studies so that I can catch up with you people!! I beg you please help me ! I'll express my gratitude to you for helping me and I will seriously cherish your kindness and your help throughout my life! Be back with another post tomorrow with no one else at home.... and not forgetting.. I'm just going to say this for a reason maybe or maybe for no reason but anyway THANK YOU! TO 1F!!!! (:


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 5:07 PM
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

I'm still down with chickenporks and its still no where near recovery from the looks of it.. But today .. Interesting news came to me my peers told me that our english teacher was resigning Yay!!!! that would mean that she won't be teaching us anymore YEAY!!! My wish came true ! She isn'y going to teach us anymore and I can start to like english again with a different teacher that must have a different personality from that mrs priscilla !!

What a relief!! But I still owe her some homework for not going to school due to my sickness what do I do with this load of homework!! Should I burn it? or maybe throw it? or use it as toilet paper? What should I do with it? Oh well.... that doesn't matter much what matters most is that she's GONE!! VANSIHED INTO THE THIN AIR ! I am soo happy and excited to go to school after I'm done with this chickens & porks !! Well.. hope to recover soon enough & not forgetting to wish me a fast recover and you will be in my Care :D


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 5:14 PM
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Monday, February 2, 2009

Sobs... I'm down with chickenpox *cries* after so many years now then I got it but why now? Its the start of CCA and the start of something/an experience that I've never had before.... I would not be going to school for 2 weeks.. That is long.... I'm very sad because I'm worried that the other people in my CCA would know about the CCA more than me ... What's more disappointing is that I got into the CCA that I wanted truely and that I couldn't start it off nicely.. *Sigh*
How I wish I could recover soon from this horrible state of sickness... I'm going to miss lots of lessons and better catch up quick as my peers will be most likely be far far ahead of me after I'm not at school for about 2 weeks or so... I have to wear this kind of mask over my mouth and nose ... well.. you can get the picture .. so that the virus doesn't spread.. To be honest, I actually like to wear that mask .. haha.. I'm excited about my new CCA and look forward to attending it ! Wish for me that I would be getting well soon.. well that's all for today..


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 5:00 PM
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Sunday, February 1, 2009

Today was boring... Cuz I spent my whole day updating this freakin' blog and it took me soo long and I almost got a headache cuz of this blog!!! ARGH !! Well.. as long as it is nice and useful and whatsoever my work will pay off phew....
But it wasn't successful if not for Syadd who helped me in the applying of the skin.. I will take this time to Thank Him for his help : Thanks Yous Irsyadd!! =D But Irsyad learnt it from Kelvin so I will then express my gratitude to him too ! Thanks Kelvin! haha... Well.. that's all for today and I'm looking forward to tomorrow with a wide SMILE !!! =D


Tainted Whitened Tears....* 9:02 AM
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